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obligatory neocities blog

It feels like every website on Neocities must have a blog or journal somewhere, and this is no different. I like to rave and I like to ramble, so thanks for clicking on this page and have a little bit of both.

entry of march 7, 2026

mood: refreshed but hateful
music: Psycho Teddy by Psycho Teddy
currently: working on a betterdiscord plugin

Hate. I hate JavaScript so much that I don't think you will ever actually know how much I hate it because it simply cannot be measured through words. It cannot be measured through numbers, symbols, or any other system of communication. It can only be approximated, and all I can do is hope that you are able to comprehend the sheer magnitude of my hatred for JavaScript.
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mini-blog #4: embr anb me

mood: nothing, really
music: Blood by The Middle East
currently: working on this website

Just thinking. Had an EMDR session yesterday that I really don't feel like going into detail about. It's just weird to think about being hateful and bitter because you were raised that way and it just coming naturally to you at a certain point. All you can do is take it on the chin and be a better person. Some people will only know you as bad because that's how you were to them, and if they can never bring themselves to forgive you then you can't force it. And you have to move on. Hank out.

entry of march 6, 2026

mood: tired, eyes hurt a lot
music: Graze the Roof by Laura Shigihara
currently: waiting until 11 so i can sync up with oomf

I keep falling asleep for 2 minutes at a time before waking up stressed. I need to submit something at an exact time with my friend, but I think after I write this, if it's not 11 yet I'm just going to submit it and fall asleep. Addendum: I actually did write this one yesterday, but I'm posting it today because I guess I just forgot to do neocities push . in the Neocities CLI before I went to bed. That's how tired I was.
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mini-blog #3: bunkin

mood: hungry but not super hungry and stressed
music: Regular John by Queens of the Stone Age
currently: sitting in my bed working on this site

I'm supposed to be working on that playlists page you might have seen randomly appear in the sidebar, but I don't really know how to organize it so I'm just writing this instead. I'm getting Dunkin in an hour because my school has a 2 hour delay and I'm bored. I want a strawberry dragonfruit green tea refresher and an avocado toast. Hank out.

entry of march 5, 2026

mood: genuinely no idea but at least not bad
music: "greatest hits" playlist
currently: eating chips and waiting for the microwave

I forgot to write an entry yesterday, so I guess the only proof that I was alive for yesterday were the two mini-blogs. I guess this also means that I have to write about both today and yesterday in this blog post, and unlucky for you guys these were probably the two best days I've had in a while, so I guess you're going to have to read a lot.
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mini-blog #2: my mom

mood: hungry
music: Feelings Between The Lines by A Heartwell Ending
currently: reheating some pho and fried squid

My mom has so many problems and I can't even be mad at her because I have the exact same problems. Why would you see someone getting upset while studying and then say "you know, I think you just shouldn't go to school"? I mean, I appreciate the sentiment, but I'm trying to be rich when I'm an adult. I'll write a full blog post after I eat. Hank out.

mini-blog #1: ible champions

mood: excited despite my stuffy nose
music: Set Me Straight by Melvins
currently: in homeroom thanks to extended advisory

For posterity, mini-blog means that I don't have enough for a full entry right now so everything will be on the blog index page. Anyways, Raistlin is getting added at 2 PM today and I'm so excited to see that sickly little twink. I'm buying his skin pack immediately. Hoping that after Tas and Laurana, Caramon is next because I love him too. Hank out.

entry of march 3, 2026

mood: sick And tired but not Sick and Tired iykwim
music: That's Not Me by Skepta
currently: in chemistry class

My stomach hurts and I feel like I have an awful amount to do today, so I'm writing this in class instead of waiting until I get home because I know that I'm going to just eat and sleep as soon as I get home. There was an anti-ICE walkout today but I had literally no idea until like, 10 minutes before it happened, so I can't really talk about it that much. Anyways, more of my whining.
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entry of march 2, 2026

mood: could be better, could be worse
music: "greatest hits" playlist
currently: working on this website

I've had an interesting day today. My days have usually been either really good or really bad, but this is the first day in a long while where I've felt rather ambivalent. I went on a long walk today and did a lot of reflecting and realized that I'm a bit of a pushover, but it's not too big of a problem. I've been growing a spine lately.
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